Mama

Thinking back, I wished time would just stop. I wished I had the power to just stop the flow of time as easily as yanking the batteries out of the clock. I wished.... everything would just be on hold. 

But as tempting as it sounds, it just ain't possible. Life goes on. The world goes round. Now, even as i am writing this down, the sands of time falls down without end. I wished I had more time. I wish so every time. Regardless of how hard I do though, it never comes true.

" think positively. Even when you're facing a tough challenge up ahead, continue believing. Because everyone can just motivate, or do so much, but in the end, it's all you. Insha allah, you'll succeed if you can just change all the negativity in the world into something positive that works to your advantage"      

- Mama   

She was always a lot stronger than me. She was always my anchor. My mentor, my idol, my everything. It is quite strange, not having her around, with her wild dramas and all. I love her, with all my heart and soul. Nothing in the world can change this. I doubt I can love anyone else as much as I love her and dad. 

Love. It makes everything wrong and right in the state of total equilibrium.